Saturday, December 19, 2009

Dilema

Ketika malam penuh bintang

Di antara cahaya temaram

Kau beri aku kesejukan

Tapi hatiku bimbang




Kau tanya apakah kubisa

Membuka hatiku untukmu

Ku tak bisa berkata-kata

Airmata yang bicara




Sesungguhnya ku ingin dirimu

Untuk cairkan hatiku yang beku

Tapi aku belum siap

Aku jadi dilema..




Aku tak mahu menyakitimu

Kerna hati ini masih ragu

Tapi aku butuh cinta

Aku jadi dilema..




Aku ingin..tapiku tak bisa

Apakah ini nyata atau mimpi belaka

Ku takut rindu..bila tak lagi bertemu

Haruskah kuterima cinta yang dilema...


Owh god...what should I do?? I don't wanna hurt her feelings but what am I supposed to do??


Well, she's been a very great help all this while, help me get thru all the pain and suffer..but I'm not sure if I'm ready for this..I'm afraid that if I tell her the truth, things will not be the same anymore..What if I just accept it? NO!! I can't lie to her bout' my feelings..I need her in my life, but not in this way..She doesn't deserve to be treated that way ..


I admit that she's always there thru my ups n downs all this while..And, it's true that she really2 know how to make me feel good when I was down..But I've never thought that things are gonna be like this..Owh god plz plz plz...What should I do??

2 comments:

Rizha CUMA (FH) said...

paan, better u tell her.
but ckp baik2 la.
she always wif u bila paan susah dan senang kan?
i think she will accept it and nothing is gonna be changed.
if ur fwen bc post nie lagi dia sedih coz bukan direct to her.
this is my opinion la.
rizha penah jd cmnie and just like her.
wat keputusan terbaik okay. :)

Unknown said...

dear paan,
cakap je la terus terang ye..
simpan dlm hati pun x ke mana kan..
buat paan tertekan je.
kalo betul dia sntiasa ngan paan masa susah n senang selama ni
jgn risau
dia akan terima ape je yg paan ckp.
trust me.=))