Kembali Setelah Sekian Lama....

FINALLY.. haha setelah 5 bulan tidak aktif I'm finally back..Paan lama tak jenguk blog ni or post entry baru..antara sebabnya ialah Paan busy giler...keja part time lagi, dgn broadband dipotong lagi ( oops! ni dah bukak pekung di dada hehe )..Ni pun ada free time only after dah quit from my part time job.. ala, lagipun Paan bukan ada followers pun so kalo tak update pun, doesn't make a difference rite? hehe..


Paan start jenguk balik ni pun coz I only have 4 more days b4 my life as a UITM''s students begin..Paan dpt UITM PUNCAK PERDANA and I'm gonna do DIPLOMA IN ACCOUNTANCY.. actually, it was really unexpected since Paan mohon utk kali kedua after i rejected da offer last year..Paan pun tak sure Paan dpt diploma biasa or fast track sbb daripada apa yg Paan dgr,those who got PUNCAK PERDANA for accountancy means fast track..Tapi I'm not putting any hopes sbb ada jgk possibilities yg Paan just ditempatkan kat KOLEJ PUNCAK PERDANA tu but I'm gonna having my class at kampus induk and doing normal diploma,not fast track.. lagipun macam impossible Paan dpt fast track eventhough my results are 7 A1..kalo btul Paan qualified utk fast track ni,nape last year I didn't get it?? itu yg buat Paan rasa yg maybe Paan bkn dpt fast track..

Tapi sebenarnya Paan harap jgk yg Paan dpt fast track coz' kalo Paan dpt fast track the duration is just 2 years for diploma and another 2 1/2 years for my degree..itu boleh menebus masa setahun yg Paan dah ketinggalan..Paan jeles jgk tgk kwn2 Paan yg pg matrix da nak bwat degree da skrg..Padahal Paan dulu best student tp skrg i was nothing compared to them..Paan tau Paan da buat keputusan yg salah bila Paan tolak offer matrix & uitm last year..tapi masa tu Paan btul2 tak sanggup nak bebankan family yg dilanda financial crisis..dgn mak yg sakit lagi jd Paan tau kalo Paan pg jgk belaja,Paan takkan dpt fokus..but THANKFULLY this year Paan still dpt offer drpd uitm walaupun Paan reject offer dorg last year..And kalo btul Paan dpt fast track, Paan btul2 akan rasa amat bersyukur..

Tinggal 4 hari je lagi sblum Paan memulakan hidup yg baru sebagai pelajar universiti..Cuak pun ada jgk since Paan tak pernah berpisah dgn family and tak pernah hidup berdikari..tapi Paan yakin da tiba masanya Paan berubah dan jadi matang.. Inilah peluang utk Paan belajar bergantung pada diri sendiri..Paan takkan sia2kan peluang kedua ni..Paan akan blaja bersungguh2 dan Insyaallah Paan akan cuba dptkan result yg bagus setiap sem..Bak kata INTAN dlm sinetron intan tu, " Aku harus kuat, yg penting SEMANGATT.." hehe